Cinta ku padanya tulus….tanpa mengharapkan apapun….susah untuk melupakannya…karena terlanjur melekat…terlalu dalam….
Tuhan…sempurnakanlah hidupnya..berikan ia kebahagiaan…karena kebahagiaannya adalah kebahagiaan ku juga……
Terima kasih Tuhan untuk mempertemukan aku dengannya…..dia membuat ku melihat banyak hal..membuat ku melihat banyak warna..dia memberikan arti lain dari hidup ini…..
From the bottom of my lonely heart…..sometimes i hate my self for not being honest with my heart….but i can’t…its too IMPOSSIBLE…..
I always fallin in love with the wrong person…not that person fault actually…it was totally my fault… i was not SUPPOSED to FALL IN LOVE with HIM…his heart belongs to someone else…not me…but how can i not love him? he is so kind …he can make me laugh..make me smile…make me really enjoy my days….
Sometimes…i just can breath deep inside my heart if i know that he missess someone..not missing me..if only i can scream..that i really wish it’s me that he missed…but what can i do? i have no right to do that…he is not mine…even i can not make him turn over his head on me….even i can not make him to miss me…
will there a miracle for me?..a miracle that can make my dream come true…
biarkanlah…cinta tak berbalas…bila memang harus, ku nikmati cinta hanya sebatas mimpi…biar saja kasih..indah tak pernah lekang…walau semua ini hanya sebatas mimpi……
i always pray to god to give HIM the best…give him HAPPINESS..give the pure love…give him someone that care and love him…as much as i do…..
cinta…yah mungkin gue hanya akan merasakan cinta dalam mimpi saja…
But i believe…someday my heart will show me…to the right love…. (could that be him?)
how do you heal a broken heart…sampai saat ini hati gue belum bener2 bisa utuh se utuh2 nya…..
gue cape….who’s going to heal my heart…..
Love…cinta…sampe sekarang banyak orang punya macam2 persepi ttg cinta….ada yg bilang " love is wonderful thing…" gak jarang jg yg bilang.."love sucks…"….tp bagi gue…cinta itu emang hal yg indah…apabila kita melihatnya dengan hati yang ikhlas…tulus..tidak menuntut apa2…tidak ada yg harus di korbankan…tp kadang kalo gue lagi " ketampar" cinta…emang sucks…
But after a lot of love story that i’ve been trough…iam trying not to love someone just to fulfill the need of my ego….i have to think about my heart…will my heart accept this love feeling? gue cape banget patah hati lah…broken heart lah…whatever…that’s because i dont think of my heart….
Pernah one day…tiba2 aja gue nangis….gue merasa sedih…kasian sama hati gue…"dia" selalu di sakiti…kalau hati gue bisa ngomong mungkin dia akan bilang…"pliz deh shin..gue cape jg kali berantakan terus…"….
So from now on…iam trying ( my best) to look over my heart deeper….jgn sampe dia di sakiti lagi…
Semoga gue akan menemukan cinta yang jg akan menjaga hati gue…menghargai hati gue juga menyayangi hati gue..bukan hanya gue nya ajah….
Cinta….more than words can say……
SUMPAH BOSEN BERATSSSS….kangen ama orang, tp kayaknya orang nya gak kangen ama gue…kasian dehhh guwe…always hope for nothing…..gpp siy…i know it wont happend anyway…..i only hope for the best for the one i love….for me his happiness is my happiness too….
Sometime i’m wondering..is it a curse? because i was born on valentine’s day so it’s hard for me to find a true love…but i gues not…Bunda S.M told me to look from the other side..I am so lucky coz i was born on valentine’s day…i give love to everybody…I spread the love…and i know someday…it will worthwhile…Someday i will find my true love…
It is only time will telll………….
This life is so beautiful..when you realized that so many people cares for you…ketika kita dalam masalah, kita harus yakin bahwa setiap masalah pasti akan ada penyelesaiannya…..
Beberapa minggu yang lalu, pekerjaan gue sangat "GILA"..gue ngerasa gue gak mampu bertahan…ternyata begitu banyak support dari orang2 yang sayang sama gue yang bisa bikin gue bertahan….
Kalau lagi sumpek banget, gue selalu coba untuk nelfon orang ini…dia selalu ada buat gue…dia selalu menerima isak tangis gue , dia selalu meyakinkan bahwa gue pasti bisa melalui semua ini…dan ternyata dia benar sekali…Thanks to this person…i finally can pass all this mess….
Ketika kemaren hari2 gue kacau balau, I always remember my best friends…they always make me smile….Thanks guys..you mean a lot to me..
And thanks to my " new little brother"….thanks for always be my side and help me trough all this things…I pray to GOD to give him the best…..
Well….life must go on…and Life is so B E A U T I F U L ….
